I know that I have not written lately.
There are times when upbeat posts cannot happen.
I have considered ending the blog.
Many of my readers, those that are personal family and friends, would understand why. In the early morning hours of July 17, Muffin and I lost our anchor. Josh, my husband of nearly ten years (and Muffin’s proud father) passed away after a heart attack.
In many ways, it hasn’t hit yet.
On Facebook, I know my responses to the well-wishes seemed stilted and unemotional; my feelings were hardly the case. I know, too, this post seems like a recitation of an event.
For one of the first times in my life, I do not have the words to express my feelings.
But I feel that I owe it to Josh, and to Muffin, to press on with the blog.
For my followers who are also Facebook friends, I am not posting this post on Facebook for others to mull over. This post is too private, too personal, to do so.
I will post an abbreviated MPM post tomorrow, just as a catch up of things to come.